ke- update- an

oh sgt amat lamer tak berupdate...tak tau why uddenly ive the urge to post something..
oh well eventhough its been centuries since i last updated, unfortunately nothing much has happened in my so called boring life...

ive 2 weeks to finals..oh my god...and ive panick attactks sometimess... but still could not bring my lazy ass to study...and im goin back a few days after finals...
im so excited to balik but at the same time soo takut! i hate changes! but hey thats what life is all about kan... i hate to face the truth....who doesnt kan..thats why we love to just live in a world of 'indeniality'...(ok i dun know if there is such word but who cares)... Not good butat least it makes u feel good at least for a short time ...

and i have to move out from my apartment...gosh the thought of packing and cleaning and moving out dah buat i penat...we have to leave the apartment spotless kottttt!!!!!! which iss impossible..hahhahah
and ive loadsa things( i think) to bawak balik but dun think theres enogh space in my luggage..
and mama boley lagi suruh beli barang lagi! aiyooo!

A miracle happen to me yesterday! i talked to my bf for 6 hrs! oh my god that is a miracle! suke nyer i....we havent talked that long for ages okay..the last time i think was when he was still in malaysia...and now dah selamat nk dekat setahun dah he's there !!
because he just discovered that he had free minutes ker aper ntah...kedoinks la u baby! hehhehe
dah berjuta tahun aderphone baru terdiscover.. heheh..nevertheless i am soo thankful ...
sangatt amatt...felt soo good to talk to him...

hmm id love to put some pic in thiss but seems like i dun have any recent pics la... been busy musy jer...busy doin nothing la kan!
hahahah....


*17 days to go~ kurkurkur


and also i have 2 weeks to at least menguruskan badan sket..(i refuse to acknwledge when ppl say tht i dah kurus..hahaha) the last time i went back org kater i gemuk..and trust me that is not the best feeling in the world la kan!
but hey im also looking forward to eat eat eat and eat and gain weight hahha sebab tu la kene lose weight kan?